Hopes & Dreams

So, I have a voice-over audition tomorrow. I would like to get it. It's good for the resume. I haven't memorized the script yet and I may not be able to do it because I'm not paid up with the union that governs that type of a job. Sometimes, it's between paying the phone bill or paying my dues. Phone bill has to be paid. They shut me off a couple of years ago and I don't feel like I've fully recovered , business-wise. Also,I have a huge grudge left over for my phone company. I have paired my services down as low as I can go. I should just cancel the whole thing. . . . I digress. . .
My current manager is thinking about going back to school to get an advanced degree. She's married with a kid and she's thinkng about her family's future. A better degree will help her get a better job. At the very least , it will give her the confindance to ask for a raise simply because she knows the work she's put into it.We were brain storming ideas. I think she should finish up her undergrad and that will put her closer to going for a Masters. I don't know where she would find the time between the job and her family, but she's determined to go for it. Me ? I wanted to get some laundry done tonight and make some phone calls.In that respect , I am very successful ! I did 2 loads of laundry , made my bed and made the phone calls. I had dinner , too. Now I'm blogging.
What I'm tryin to get at is. . . . I don't think I have a "Big Picture" view. With all this free time not taken up with a relationship or real estate, I should be finishing up my screenplays and the two plays I started. I should be learning Spanish and French. Maybe a little action on my little used Orbitrak.I should have an organized bureau . I could put punchlines to my "interesting " premises for my comedy. Aahhh welllll. . . tomorrow is another day